Alex Rodriguez answered one big question Tuesday, admitting his cousin repeatedly injected him with a substance from the Dominican Republic.
The New York Yankees star blamed his 2003 positive test on being
young and naive.
"I knew we weren't taking Tic Tacs," said Rodriguez, who was
joined at the head table by Yankees general manager Brian Cashman
and manager Joe Girardi.
Before a horde of reporters at Steinbrenner Field, Rodriguez
began by reading a statement in which he again apologized for
taking banned drugs from 2001-2003 while he was with the Texas
Then Rodriguez turned to his teammates and searched for the
It took 37 seconds - a break in which he looked side to side,
blinked several times, bit his lip and took a sip of water - then
finally looked up and faced Derek Jeter & Co.
Rodriguez said his cousin introduced him to "boli," saying it
was an over-the-counter substance in the Dominican. While with
Texas, he said his cousin injected him about twice a month during
six-month cycles to get an energy boost.
"I didn't think they were steroids," he said. "That's again
part of being young and stupid. It was over the counter. It was
"All these years I never thought I did anything wrong."
He said he wasn't sure how the drug use helped him, but admitted
he had more energy.
Rodriguez said he has not used human growth hormone or any other
banned drug since then. He refused to identify his cousin.
The three-time AL MVP and baseball's highest-paid player spoke
at the Yankees' spring training camp 10 days after Sports
Illustrated reported that he tested positive in 2003.
"He's a huge investment. So he's an asset, and this is an asset
that's currently in crisis," general manager Brian Cashman said.
"So we will do everything we can to protect that asset. ... If
this is Humpty Dumpty, we've got to put him back together again, to
get back up on the wall."
In an interview last week with ESPN, Rodriguez blamed the
pressures of his $250 million contract with Texas for his decision
to use performance-enhancing drugs.
"I thought I knew everything, and I clearly didn't," Rodriguez
said in his statement. "Like everyone else, I've made a lot of
mistakes in my life. The only way I know how to handle it is to
"One thing I know: Baseball is a lot bigger than Alex
For years, Rodriguez denied using performance-enhancing drugs.
But SI reported he was on a list of 104 players who tested positive
during baseball's 2003 survey. SI identified the drugs causing the
positive test as Primobolan and testosterone.
"We consulted no one and had no good reason to base that
decision," he said. "It was pretty evident that we didn't know
what we're doing."
Tuesday, Rodriguez knew exactly what he had to do - offer a
public apology to his teammates, forced front and center once again
in the steroids scandal.
Sitting in the front row were Jeter, Andy Pettitte, Mariano
Rivera and Jorge Posada. Jeter, with his arms crossed, and the
other three stared right back at Rodriguez as he apologized
directly to them.
None of the players would discuss Rodriguez's latest confession.
In an interview with ESPN last week, Rodriguez first admitted to
using banned drugs.
"I'm here to take my medicine," Rodriguez said Tuesday. "One
thing I will say after today I hope to focus on baseball. We have a
very special team here."
Asked whether his stats during those years should count, he said
it wasn't for him to decide.
The 33-year-old Rodriguez has hit 553 home runs and is expected
by many to break Barry Bonds' record of 762.
The drug-related apology has become a near-annual February rite
for the Yankees.
Jason Giambi gave an ambiguous one at Yankee Stadium on the eve
of spring training in 2005.
Pettitte gave an emotional and lengthy one when he arrived at
spring training last year.
That confessional lasted 55 minutes. Rodriguez's on Tuesday was
far shorter, lasting about 32 minutes before it was cut off. No
follow-up questions were permitted.
The survey was to remain anonymous, but federal agents seized
the records and samples from baseball's contractors in April 2004
during raids in connection with the BALCO probe in San Francisco.
Although the agents originally had search warrants for the records
of 10 players, they discovered the broader records and came back
with additional search warrants.
The list of players is under seal, but those seizures remain in
dispute. The 9th U.S. Circuit Court of Appeals currently
considering the government's appeal to overturn lower-court
decisions in favor of the union.